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A few nights ago my boyfriend and I had a serious discussion. I came home from a bad day at work and he was in a BAD mood. One of those you just woke up on the wrong side of the bed kind. We ended up going to dinner and the discussion came up about what he’s gonna do when I move and have friends over (from work). His response was “not be there”. So my natural reply was to ask if he was just going to hide forever. He said “well yeah or until we aren’t on the same unit”. This was after a few comments about how I can’t go a day with out pissing off someone at work. Akward silence ensued. When we got home he apologized and said that he doesn’t like sneaking around and it sucks but there is nothing else we can really do at this point. He then apologized for being such a dick and said that I didn’t deserve it and was “awesome”.
Tonight I asked him if he was going to move in with me when I move because he was talking about moving out of his moms place. His answer was basically yes, but he is still trippin off the ex and how she kicked him out. This is just getting harder and harder because I know he wants to be with me and I want to be with him but we are both so damn gun shy from our last relationships that it makes it hard to fully trust and plan for being together long term. Plus work makes everything worse on top of it all…