I why why why wonder….
The past couple days have really made me contemplate life decisions I thought I made. My BF has made random joking comments about us having kids and he knows that I want to adopt. I have been seriously thinking about if it would work for me to have kids. The answer at this point I think is that besides all the physical issues the main thing I’m scared of is screwing up the relatinship permanently. It would be putting a TON on someone to take care of me while pregnant. I would be so moody and could be massively depressed I wouldn’t be able to function. I don’t want to do that to someone knowingly…
Posted on Monday August 22nd