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Last night I found out that the deal on the house might not go thru. Well, probably won’t. I cried. All I want is a stable place to stay for more that 6 months. Its killing me to not have my dog and a yard. My poor boyfriend had to listen to me be all sad and whiney. But he’s great, he made me feel better and didn’t try to fix the problem or push me to stop crying or run away. I feel really lucky to have him. I still have that anxiety that he won’t be around cuz he finds something he doesn’t like about me but everytime we’re together that goes away cuz he dotes on me a lot. I would love for him to move in with me but he wants his dog and I know how that is so I don’t want to take that from him. Plus I don’t know if either of us are really ready for that.