NAMInurse

So a lot has happened in the past few weeks. I moved into a new house and got my dog back. My bf has been living with me which is cool. He has been a huge help and support to me. Its so weird to me to just feel that I actually have someone who will be there no matter what. The new house is great and the dogs are getting along. In other news its been a rough time mentally for me. I have to deal with the fact that I have found out I am bipolar. Deciding what to do to control the problem is a huge decision. And either way it means that I will not be able to have kids of my own. Period. I cannot go off meds. I tried to switch and lower a few weeks ago and I flew off the handle. Its not what I want. It seems like its either be crazy bitchy or depressed. Life always throws you for a loop…