NAMInurse

Yesterday I was in a funk. I’m not sure exactly what my deal is. Its either my new meds aren’t working or I’m just under a lot of stress from work and moving/buying a house. My boyfriend is hurt as well and that’s made me anxious. I’m scared that if its jsut situational I will make things bad in our relationship. If its meds I’m terrified that I will go so far down before I get better I won’t make it this time. I’ve been super bossy and bitchy to my bf, and last night there were bed issues on my end. Pretty much I’m scared I’m pushing him away and I don’t know if he will want to stay with my craziness, plus with the bed issues, why wouldn’t he want someone he could have a normal sex life with? I’m overwhelmed right now.