January 2011
14 posts
Weekend Over
This weekend has been full of activity. Went to my parents and dropped my dogs off until I find a place to live. Its been so frustrating and it seems like its taking forever. I’m sick and have a serious neck problem too again. Bleh, but at least I got some pain meds and cold meds. Been hanging out with my man and had a good couple days. We talked a bit about logistics and I feel better about...
Sick as a dog
today i am sick. went to work and ran my butt off writing and assessing. i want to get better soon since im pretty sure i need to get packing fast. i just want to cuddle up with my bf and sleep it off. on a better note with the whole house thing i will know soon about the rent to own one. lets pray i get it so i can move on with the next step…
True Life?
so randomly i turned on the tv and true life was on… the topic? i cant have sex. this is speaking to me right now… damn vaginas that dont cooperate.
what to do...
omg, why is it that plans or ideas sound great until you actually try to execute them? so frustrating. there will be a period of time before i move into a new place that i have to live at my boyfriends place. im kinda worried about that.
on a completely random note… i was asked recently if i had a magical shrinking vagina. yup. i typed that correctly.
And today is a doosey...
so i have two possible prospects for a new place. one is a cute little country home that needs a little bit of work but not much and has an option to buy at the end of the lease. i would be so happy there with the acreage and possibility of having more animals. i would totally want a pony or some goats or something. the other i havent seen yet but the owner sounds great and she is completely cool...
Late night contemplations
so right now all i can think of is the future… and why is that including marriage and my own kid? i never thought that i would want that. i need to slow down and take it day by day.
Here we go again...
i get four glorious days off. so happy. too bad im spending it getting rid of unneeded items and cleaning. moving stresses me more than anything. i am slowly talking to my bf about the actual financial aspects of the whole thing. it should work out alright in the end. too bad its so damn hard to find a freaking place to rent… but i have restrictions, i have two doags and have to have two...
STRESS!
so not only am i stressed about finding a place, im trying to juggle things financially to swing it. on top of work mandates i have to figure out how to fit my man into my life… ugh being an adult is lame sometimes. and the topper is that i come home today and the one thing that could seriously suck happens… we are out of propane. no heat or hot water. and of course that bill is in my...
Moving... again
so i have to move again. i hate moving. and this time it will be with my bf. ugh. grown up status… why?
Akward lunch...
so again today at work i was shift lead. besides wanting to pull my hair out, i was ok. gotta start getting used to it. the crazy part for the day was that i went to a local burger joint for lunch and saw my bfs ex and his daughter. i was trying not to draw attention when the little girl saw me and kept telling her mom that i was daddys girlfriend. it was funny but kinda made me feel like a ho....